My Apartment Got Flooded
I would have never thought that this would happen to me, but I had to evacuate out of emergency because my Airbnb apartment got flooded with 2cm depth of water.
What Did I Do in October?
It is only the second month since I came back to France, but it feels like I have been living here forever.
Some Mumble, Rumble About Life
I am literally living a life that is drifting. No apartment of my own, not even a rented one and no job!
Am I crazy?
My answer is yes, but it doesn’t disturb me at all.
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The New Beginning
Today is the 15th of October and it has been exactly one month and half since I came back to France...
The best word I can use to describe everyday life is - rolling. Life is taking shape by rolling a tape everyday and slowing building the fabric of life.
Along the Silk Road - Kucha
When the flight flew over the Taklamakan desert, it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to observe the desert in its fullest form through the window…
The most interesting discovery was the very distinctive colour palette. Almost all the paintwork in the town was the mixture of bright base colours, green, yellow, red and blue etc…
When I crossed the very high threshold of the gate, I entered a different world - the world of the king, the past…
Along the Silk Road - Hotan
Walking along the avenue, what struck me most was not how familiar the scene was, but how unfamiliar I felt being there - a tourist in my homeland…
Different backgrounds, different languages, different religions - all had been colliding here for centuries and eventually left their mark in all kinds of ways in this place called Hotan…
I found myself standing in a real desert.
It was profound, to be someone who had been to the Taklamakan desert, a mythical place that had only ever appeared in stories.
It was vast, like a sea. It was golden, reflecting the sunlight. It was blistering, like nothing could live…
Along the Silk Road - Kashgar
2026 has been one of the most transformative years in my life. Not only did I make big decisions in order to leave an old version of life behind, but a trip like this reached every single cell in me.
This is a trip to one of the most ancient parts of the world and an ancient world that used to thrive but has now fallen.
Kashgar, Hotan, Kucha - do they sound familiar or alien?
Urumqi Memories
Urumqi is such a special city, and you can see it even from its name - Urumqi. It’s not a Chinese name nor an Uyghur name - the name is of Mongolian origin, meaning beautiful pasture. As the name reflects, it is located in the vast Central Asian steppes and now it is rising as a metropolis and a gateway to something entirely new to the world.
Just A Random Day
There is a sparkle of joy knowing I will be leaving this place soon, but it’s saddening, knowing this is a home I can never stay.
A Spontaneous and Magnificent Trip to the South of France
It was a one-day-ahead-planned trip to Toulon in the summer of 2024, one-way ticket, in the south of France - so far, my most courageous move as a traveller. And it lasted for three weeks.
Why Do I Choose to Go?
First of all, it is not an escape. Going is an option that opens a door for a broader future, unknown but full of possibilities. Staying is the part of me that wants to hold on to something familiar and certain.
Reflective Memory of Burnout in 2023 - Part 2
What came after was pure magic! Life can change its colours and days can feel different, sometimes, just in a few days.
Reflective Memory of Burnout in 2023 - Part 1
I was left alone, and I had to confront myself in the most brutal ways. I had days that I couldn’t get out of bed at all. I had weeks ..
In Search of a Thread Through Life
The whole thing has shaken my ground even further. My confusion around my identity and sense of self has deepened to another layer.
A Pendulum
Everyday, the decision of leaving or staying is swinging like a pendulum. The process is just like today.
